~xcolourful-emo-jayx

ok so theres this guy whom ive liked forever and then we started to date on wednesday before spring break and then on thursday we broke up cause hes not ready for the relationship thing ya knwo then that night back at home he asked me if i wanted to try this relationship agian so i siad yes and that was the best day of my life! i love this guy so much like no joke!!! well all through Spring Break we were together ya know hangin out and all that ya know like what Bf's and Gf's do right wel school comes and on the bus he doesnt sit with me and then he doesnt really talk to me and that makes me a lil bit made and kinda makes me feel used ya know but at first i was like whateever then i tought bout and i wrote him a note tellin him how i felt and stuff like that and now he tells me that hes got a lot on his mind cause hes in the army and he might get shipped out and if he does and doesnt coem back he doesnt want to leave me alone and all that stuff and i was like i know and that i understand so now were just good friends and maybe somtime in the future we can be together but just not right now ya know but he does still really likes me and all but i dont know i mean thats not what i want! I want to be with him ya know and thats all but i dotn want to force him cause thats just mean so i mean whatever floats his boat hell come back soon and ask me out i know that he wil!!! well i have ta go now nad do my work so ill talk to ya all later! thanks for reading my feelins!! ttyl!!